Wah! 超 sian, actually I don't know whether is it sian or tired. I slept for...let me see.... 20 hours. Wow! 1 training camp can 搞到我这个样子。Haha! Haiz... I realizes that being a ma'am is not as easy as it seems. Hmm... actually I knew that long ago!
Day 1, hmm kind of ok, I guess. With the VIs helping us, things were going as what we expected. Firedrill after firedrill, "butt fracture" I'll never forget that lor, 这是否能看出我的失败呢？看起来别人都教得好好，大概只有我会教成这个样子吧！The 2 old people also came back on the 1st day; haha cannot even open the gate and operate the camera. Haiz...老人就是老人！But 也多亏有这些老人, if not we will just die during night walk. Haha! Night Walk was super funny la; instead of scaring them we were scared ourselves, dustbin, flour, and marbles. Haha!
Day 2, shall not talk about the morning part, Wah 丢脸的要命. I think Day 2 was super slack lor; hmm... maybe it's only for us and not the juniors, because I think they were having a hard time.
一切都能避免，但我什么也没做。等到事情发生后才后悔，好好一样东西搞到这个样子，一切都是我的错。
Day 3, Break Camp!!! Tearing down the mahjong paper, putting all the stuff into the Red Cross room, haiz...这一切也应该是最后一次吧, 不知为什么有一种依依不舍的感觉, 大概是对一切有了感情吧, 原本以为什么感觉都不会有但我是错的. 大概是在一起经历了很多事的关系吧!
这四天来，一切的失败似乎是因我而起, 在这我的失败已经成为了事实,从开始到现在一切都是一场悲剧,本来我就不应该做上这个位置,我的失败造成了那么多的错,而那些错会永远留下来.看起来我是历史上就失败的人. 现在唯一能做的是把这个位置交给比我好几千倍的人. 但连这件事我似乎也搞不好.从只交给那一个人, 学来学去就是不要学我, 因为我本身就是一个失败的例子.